Saturday, November 28, 2009

I'm Lost



I still don't know how to respond to what's happening right now. Maybe I should say, I still can't believe what I've read. Things just don't go in a way which you want them to be. There are too many thoughts in my mind right now, but I simply can't put them into proper words. I'm lost, and I don't know whether I have the courage to bring myself back, back to normal. It would be great if God can tell me what should I do now.

Sooner or later, I gotta sort this out. Because what's happening right now, is nothing close to what I want. But I doubt that I'll be able to do this. I need some time, to calm down and also to think about it seriously.

My heart aches, to see this happens twice.

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