For Her

I guess this is the most recent picture taken with my sister in my computer.

The computer can't read my external hard disk, what's wrong lah? Hmm. :(

Anyways, guess I should not go off topic. Today's my sister's BIG day. No no, she's not officially getting married today. It's her birthday! She's still in Hong Kong, enjoying her trip right now, so I guess I'll just dedicate this post to her.

Happy birthday, Sister Chen! A year older right now, but I wouldn't reveal your actual age in the blogosphere, no worries. Have a fun-filled trip and I shall see you on this coming Sunday, with souvenirs of course. :)

P.S: No, my blogging mojo is not back yet. Don't put high hopes on me. :)

Alert

The first beam of light, credits to Jill.

Sometimes, you just want to put other people's happiness before yours because you love them, because they deserve it. But the thing is, what are the odds that they will actually understand you? They will probably get mad at you, for keeping everything to yourself, or they will probably not realise what you've done for them. So, tell me, is it better to keep it bottled up or to spill it out, no matter what the circumstances are?

I'm confused, I guess I need a break from everything.

Note to self: *slaps self* 2 weeks until the mock exam, please start studying NOW!

Blue Moon

Everybody is beautiful, in their own way.

People around me have been asking me to update my blog, it's literally dead now. Honestly, I have the urge to blog sometimes. Joyful events, random outings, superb intense lab sessions, heavy workload, gilaaaaa thoughts I have in mind and etc. I wanna spill them all out, but I'm way too lazy or tired. Have you readers given up on me yet?

Of course, I have thought about closing this blog. But I guess it has too many memories which I would like to keep, until the end of time. I simply can't bring myself to click on the button to delete my blog. I do drop by once in awhile, wanting to blog but always fail to do so in the end. I'll just end up reading previous posts, seeing how much I've changed and learnt in these few years. Pretty scary actually, to realise that if a single step I've taken or a single decision I've made is different, I wouldn't be who I am today, and probably wouldn't be where am I now.

And I've come to this conclusion that I'll never close this blog. I'll still blog occasionally, probably not blogging about any event anymore ( depends on my mood atually ), but to blog when I feel like it, pouring all my thoughts in this tiny little space I have here. I don't care if I'm exposing my inner self in the blogosphere, because this is the place where I can be myself, my true self.

Have a good weekends ahead, people. :)