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Trip to Hong Kong, September 2011

I've always avoided fights. I make jokes instead. I tell people what they want to hear in order to avoid a confrontation. I pretend to want things I don't want, and I pretend not to want things I do want. No one gets hurt. Except me. The lines are so crossed and blurred at this point that I don't know what I want. I just know I want it to be easy.

Conquered!

:D

Lucky Star

Participated in an online-contest for the first time, never thought of winning at all. It was a big surprise indeed. Never expected this, especially when I spotted my name on a status update during my usual checking-Facebook-out time. All I could do was stare at the result in stunned disbelief. To have a little treat for the both of us in this tight schedule was like a present.

Thanks to Le Meridien Kuala Lumpur for this scrumptious buffet dinner! :)

Work Days

Something I've been doing lately, minus all the fun I've had in between.

P.S: I REALLY need my voice back!

My Company

Sometimes I wonder if I should remove this tiny space I have in the blogosphere. Yes, I have been constantly asking myself this question, like for at least 2 years? Ever since I graduated from high school, I haven't been really updating or managing my blog. Probably because of the laziness in me, and also the tight schedule I have. When it comes to weekends or holidays, all I want to do is to sleep, eat, catch up with friends and also drama series. Blogging has not come across my mind, for most of the time. Where's my passion for blogging, you may ask. I'm sure it's still in me, but it's now only a tiny fraction of my life. 'Til then bloggie, I shall see you again in the near future.

P.S: I still visit my blog, hopping to see a new post pops out of nowhere although I am sure that it won't happen. Ahh, miracles are still a myth for now. :)

Grow Together

His 20th. :)

The more we grow and learn, the closer we get. ♥

Proud To Be One

Summer Break!

You heard me right!

4 months, 4 months, 4 months! *jumps in joy*

The only downside to summer break is the waiting period until the results are released.

Gahh, I better not think about it for now. It doesn't and won't change anything also. Hmm.

Picture taken at Skytrex, Taman Pertanian Bukit Cahaya Seri Alam.

Happy holidays everybody! :D

:(

Demotivated, enough said.

Endless

Let's just say in some alternate universe, there's a couple just like us, okay? Only she's healthy and he's perfect. And their world is about how much they're going to spend on vacation or who's in a bad mood that day, or whether they feel guilty about having a cleaning lady. I don't want to be those people. I want us. You. This. -Love & Other Drugs

Thoughts

Reflection of me, but who knows what's buried deep within me?

When you get older, you find it harder to act your age and grow up. It's because you don't want to leave your childhood behind. You want to stay a kid as long as you can. So, you act younger than you really are and wish time would stop. But you eventually realize that growing up is just another step in life and you don't have to throw away your childhood for it. You just start to move on with your life and keep the great memories along the way.

P.S: In need of a food/movie marathon! :)

Sigh-ness

I hate to be at home ALONE.

I hate this weekend.

I hate TODAY.

P.S: I'm surprised I'm not dead by now.

Creepy

UPDATE: Now that I know what is it all about, I feel so CHEATED.

Last night, I was reading kyspeaks.com. In one of his posts, there is an uploaded picture of Petronas Twin Towers at night. Yes, that isn't strange at all. We all love to take picture of that magnificent skyscraper, especially when it is brightly lit. But, that is not the case now. It is because of the mysterious logo in the sky, right above the building.

Picture obtained from kyspeaks.com

At first I thought it was nothing, probably because the refraction of light or something else. It was only until this morning, when I saw the symbol again in a video uploaded in Facebook. Somebody too saw this symbol when he or she was on the way back to Kuala Lumpur from Hong Kong, this time in the sea. Is this mere coincidence or what? Creepy, I know.

More pictures in a blog I came across online, click here. You must be able to read and understand Bahasa Malaysia to understand the posts there. Even if you don't, you can look at the pictures and videos I guess. Now now, I should get back to work. Have a good weekends, peeps.

Love

Something still exists as long as someone is around to remember it.

Nuts

Nottingham Brings A Smile, 19th March 2011

Looking at the amount of notes to be read and understood scares me. One more month until finals, and only given one week of study break this semester. Gahh, worse still, I am not in the mood to study. Coursework and report are more than enough to occupy my time. (Oh wells, I need one day off in a week also right?) I wonder if I'll survive, really.

Something I would love to keep in my mind, but I doubt I can do it.

Promise yourself to be strong, that nothing can disturb your peace of mind. Look at the sunny side of everything and make your optimism come true. Think only the best, work only for the best, and expect only the best. Forget the mistakes of the past and press on to the greater achievements of the future. Give so much time to the improvement of yourself that you have no time to criticize others. Live in the faith that the whole world is on your side as long as you are true to the best that's in you.

Lost

One, two or three reports to be done in a week. Group discussions, workshops, laboratory sessions, meetings and what's not are draining my energy. Also, the provisional exam timetable is released already. Emo-ness is creeping in slowly. So, who is the one who has been spreading myths and rumours that life as a university student is fun? You must be kidding me, or perhaps your course is fun and relaxing at the same time.

Best part for now? I'm sick as well. I know right, what an inappropriate time to be sick. Coughing my lungs out soon, argh. And as a patient, I have to take care of six babies and will be waking up at 3 am for two consecutive days. I hope I survive it.

The only day I'm looking forward to every week is Saturday. Can the time please fast forward to that day and freeze there? :(

Oh, and have I told you that I have an awesome 20th? :)

Fond Memories

Tanzini, G Tower KL

A little surprise from the love. ♥

The handwritten chocolate may be ordinary, but it made my day.

Thank you for all the effort made for this day, a perfect day for me.

Directions

Guess I was wrong earlier, March was never kind to me before this and it will never be for now and ever. Or maybe it's just me, ruining everything. Worse still, I'm perfectly good in it. Sigh.

Get back to work please. I really should.

Doubts

The greatest challenge in life is to find someone who knows all your flaws, differences, and mistakes, and yet still sees the best in you.

Have you found yours?

Busy Bee

Hello, March! :)

I can't believe how time actually flies. Is it me or time really doesn't show mercy when we're slowly growing up? Perhaps it's just me, with poor time management. It's only the first day of March, but my to-do list scares me. Sometimes, I have to keep it away from my sight to prevent the tension from building up to an extent that it can drive me crazy. But accomplishing them is indeed cheering me up, in a way. Guess I should stop ranting and start working.

Although this month didn't start off well, but it'll be better. At least, I still believe it will. :)

Bubbly

I'm in love with this picture. :)

It may seem simple to you readers, but it mean A LOT to me.

And I can't imagine doing silly stuff like this with somebody else.

Smiles

This is LOVE.

Hand In Hand

情人节不在乎怎么过， 只在乎跟谁过。-Show Me The Happy

We Care

The only one decent group picture we took that night. :)

Goodbye, Shirley! You'll be missed, very much.

Take good care in Melbourne and spread your laughter there.

You have no idea how contagious it is and how much we'll miss it.

We shall have a reunion once you're back, please do make the day come soon!

P.S: Hope you like the little thing we made for you. :)

Ahoy

I'm loving my new nail colour. :)

I guess it's my habit to post pictures like these in my blog lately.

Oh wells, probably because I love the colours, A LOT.

And it's not like I can do manicure very often, only when I have no labs.

Kudos to the manicurist! :)

Hola

So cute! :D

First week of semester 2 was okay, I guess. It's more or less hectic as the first semester, with the addition of PhysPharm 2 and Pharmaceutical and BioChem, and laboratory work is about to get tougher as well. 4 papers for this semester, omgosh. Hopefully I can survive through them all.

For some reasons, I'm getting lazier to blog lately. Yes, I know, AGAIN. Maybe I'm not going to update about my first trip with the uni mates, which took place exactly 12 hours after our last paper for last semester. While I'm procrastinating my post, you can view Hui Ling's, Jill's, Bruce's and Set's post on the Singapore trip.

P.S: I've been feeling sleepy almost everyday, something must be wrong with me. Whoops.

A New Change

Short update: Permed my hair approximately a week before the CNY.

Say hello to my curls, but it's kinda troublesome at times. :D

Prequel

Finally, I had my manicure done.

Was pretty lucky, to be able to do it without making an appointment.

Nails were broken, the lady took some time to fix them and hence the short nails.

Pink for this Year of Rabbit. ♥

6 more days until you're back. :)

Dream

Picture was taken at Marina Bay, Singapore.

This little girl here, whom I know nothing about, actually approached me with a big smile plastered on her face. Little did I know then, she was trying to talk to me and wanted to show me the beautiful Barbie printed clothes. Innocent-looking and happy, she wasn't afraid to tell me what was on her mind. Only kids will be able to do that I guess. Life may be easier for children, simpler and lesser things to be worried about. Even if they fall down or feel unhappy, they will just cry to express their feelings. But, when was the last time you did that without locking yourself in a room?

Oh wells, life still goes on. We definitely cannot be a kid again, since time machine is still a fantasy for now. But we can choose to live a better life, a happier one. Past is worth reminiscing, but the present and future are what matter most now. :)

Back At One

A teenager once asked an old man, "In a relationship, which is more important: to be loved or to love?" Then he replied, "Which is more important to a bird? The left wing or the right?"

Wise old man, he definitely is. :)

Blank

A quarter to 2 a.m, here I am.

For the first time in I-don't-know-how-many-years, I actually switched off my mobile phone and turned off my laptop. At this hour of the day, I'm supposed to be sleeping, after 4 sleepless nights. I'm physically tired, but again, I'm mentally active. It's like, all my unwanted thoughts have decided to pay me a visit, and they have never wanted to leave my mind alone after that.

Perhaps, I have always been overestimating myself. Before this, I thought I could make things right, I could be better, and I could please you. But it only took one second, only ONE to bring me down again. I didn't know that I would be able to ruin everything: happiness;trust;confidence. Yes, this is me. Full of flaws, and I guess nobody can look beyond my imperfections. Imagine walking into Tesco, seeing discounted canned food on the rack, will you buy them? I guess not.

Gosh. Typing everything out doesn't help, at all. I should stop here. Pouring all my thoughts out only makes things worse for now. I should stay disconnected from everything, until I feel better.

Sorry, for being selfish. I have chosen to avoid the problem, again.

Lately

As we grow older, it becomes difficult to just believe.

It's not that we don't want to, but too much has happened and we can't.

Time passes by so fast and it's Tuesday already. Just one more day until my next paper, another 40 hours to be exact. Looking at the lecture notes, seeing how much I've to remember is NOT fun. Worse still, my mind is fully occupied by all the fun and freedom I will have after this last paper. See, how am I supposed to study now? Tell me.

Another 8 lectures to revise, which I think I've already forgotten and deleted them from my mind after my last reading last week. So, I will have to start all over again. Argh. Yes, do tell me where can I get an external hard disk for my brain, IF there's any.

STUDY, MeeKuan! STUDY!

P.S: But I'm off to bed now, goodnight world. :)

Here We Are

On the verge of breaking down, I am. Not knowing what to do and not knowing which is the best way out of this. Maybe I've been magnifying the problem, or maybe I've been ignorant of it. I don't know, I really don't. It's moment like this, quiet night, where everybody is in the dreamland but I'm awake. My mind is the loudest thing in my room, with thousands of thoughts running on my mind, slowing killing me from the inside. To be able to fall asleep quickly is a blessing, I'm not kidding you. These days, I would have to spend more or less 45 minutes to one hour to try to get into sleep, no matter how physically or mentally tired I am. Yes, pathetic, I know. But I'm holding on, no matter what is waiting for me ahead.

Sorry, I haven't been good enough.

P.S: In need of motivation to study, again. ARGH.

Stress-NYA

The exact sentence in my notes, no joke! D:

Omgosh, I too wish to remember them all. The thing is, I can understand nothing about it. No matter how many times I read it out loud to myself, I still cannot get the whole picture of the process. Okay, maybe I'm not that ambitious, so I will be really happy if I can understand like three quarters of it. Sadly, I don't. Biology has never been a good friend of mine. Remember how I usually say I'm Biology-intolerant? Yes, it's so true and I'm not kidding you. Argh.

Yes, that's how I study. I'm so going to gain like 5 kg after finals!

Alrights, I better get back to study. Wasted like 10 minutes to take and upload the pictures, just for the sake of blogging. Kononnya to de-stress myself. Let's see if it works.

It Matters

Hugging is healthy. It helps the immune system, cures depression, reduces stress, and induces sleep. It's invigorating, rejuvenating, and has no unpleasant side effects. It's nothing less than a miracle drug. Hugging is all natural. It's organic, naturally sweet, has no artificial ingredients, environmentally friendly, and is 1OO% wholesome. Hugging is the ideal gift, great for any occasion, fun to give and receive, shows you care, comes with its own wrapping paper, and of course, it's fully returnable.

What are you waiting for then? Give somebody a hug, everyday!