Belated Goodbye Card

All the pictures below are showing the card which we gave Mr. Yu, or well known as fishy yu in our class. Joyians know it better than anybody does about how this name actually created.

*Front page of the card*

*Spot our beatiful signatures??*

*Whose finger is that??*

P.S : Fishy, remember to take good care of the card. This must be the largest card you have ever received, isnt't it? We will definitely look for this card once we step inside your room. *evil laugh*

Karen's Nite~!!

The photos below are those photos that we took in Karen's house last Friday. Like what i mentioned two days ago, we had lots of fun indeed. Hope you all briefly understand our happiness that day through the photos. Nevertheless, we took those photos among ourselves only, not with the whole big group of humans.

*Us with the birthday girl??*

*Oopss..June and I got horns??*

*Joyians*

*All sort of poses*

Stop it..Please..

Honestly, I think I'm very free today. I've got nothing to do for the whole afternoon. So, my mind went disorder again. I started to think about everything which happened recently, and most of them are those that i don't want to face for all this time.

Everything comes across my mind without my control. I can't get them out of my mind, even for a second. I can't spill any of my problem to anybody. Therefore, I've to go through this all by myself. But for god's sake, I'm just a girl. I can't cope with all the problems at the same time.

Sometime, I wonder why am I dealing with all these?? I sort of found it out why just now. The main source of all the problems I'm facing is ME instead. I'm the one who caused all these. How good is it if I'm somebody who understands myself well enough. Unfortunately, I am NOT. That's why I'm suffering.

I hate to act as if I'm ok when everything is NOT ok. I hate to act as if I don't know what's happening when I know about it. I hate to do all these, but yet I'm repeating them everyday.
What's the matter with me?? I definitely need a guidance. =[

P.S : Yen, I think it's easier for you to understand now. Inform me if you still find it difficult to do so.

Bon Voyage..~!!

yday was michael's laz day in our skul ler..
at 1st v reali dunno how 2 hold tis farewell party 4 him..
coz v got ntg except 4 a card..
but who noes..miracle happened..
ms c.m lee willing 2 help us 2 buy when v tot tat it was impossible 2 hold tis party edi..
but of coz..v need dolores umbridge's permission la..
so 7 of us [ me, set, faith, au dry2, ky, kl n cy ] went 2 look 4 her..
surprisingly, after asking us a few q, she agreed n approved..
whootz..whootz..
mayb she was not tat bad after all..much better den d real umbridge lor..
hehex..
so, v spent d 2 periods of gkk having fun in d cls..
but honestly, d kalium+ferum+copper was 2 much 4 me..
me couldnt finish it at all..hahax
i blif jaren, june n jh [ d triple J ]s' table muz b in a mess..
coz lotz of us ate at their tables instead of ours..hahax
after tat, v went 2 celebrate karen's bday in her hse..
did ntg much there..juz played 4 awhile n oso b sienz there..
hehex..oh yea..there was 2 doggie in karen neighbour's hse..
i named 1 of dem michael...
reali ans us when v called it michael..
hahax...
n moz of dem drunk yday..
wat's d fun of drinkin all tis alcoholic drinks??
stupid larh..moz hate ppl drink all tis de ler..swt
n i reali had enough of it..
y cant i juz get rid of it??haiz..

如果再拥有一次机会，我会做同样的选择吗？？
偶尔，我真的有点讨厌自己。。
讨厌自己下不了决定。。
是我的错。。真的很抱歉。。
也许连时间也帮不了我做这残忍的决定。。
或许是我太不了解自己了吧。。
当我心淌血时，又会有谁懂呢？？

P.S : Fishy..if u ever c tis..thx 4 helping us yday..Sorry 4 making u in trouble oso..n get well soon la..since u helped us yday..hehex

NiC3 1 J.K.Rowling..

yday nite i finally managed 2 finish d laz 100 pages of the 7th book..
ok..i hv 2 confess..i stayed up kinda late 2 finish it..
but who cares??i cant stop myself from continue readin..
coz s v noe..d laz few chap supposed 2 b d climax wad..
if i dun finish it yday, i think i wont b able 2 sleep den..hahax
so let's c..d ending was kinda plain...
d story juz ended like tat...no doubt it was nice..
but i expected more from J.K.Rowling..
nvm ler..at least d ending was kinda satisfactory..
cant wait 2 watch d 6th n 7th movie..
dey will b reali nice instead if none of d important scenes r eliminated..
n well..like wat i guessed b4 tis..
snape is not an evil man..
instead i started 2 like tis character since yday nite..
he's reali a guy who willing 2 sacrifice 4 luv..
eventhough he was on Voldemort's side b4..
but he realised tat he's wrong once Voldemort wanna kill his loved one..
im reali glad tat he did this decision..
im sure he din regret doin all tis 4 her..hahax
wel..dun wanna tok more on tis edi..
but i'll definitely miz harry potter series..
there wont b any other books bout him edi..
but nvm..i can read n read ag..hahax
oh yea..i juz dunno y tis few days i felt tired 4 d whole day..
not energetic at all..
pls dun b sick ler..i hate MEDICINE~!!
but eventhough im sick, i wont c d doctor s well..
i'll recover myself, isnt it??
s long s i rest more n blah..so dun make me disappointed ya..
i have faith in my immune system...get rid of bacteria 4 me wor..
hehex...til here den..

Vocational Week..

b4 i start 2 crapz bout anything, i muz gif a loud applause 2 JOYIANS 2day~!!
[of coz u cant hear my applause..hahax]
u guyz reali roxx la 2day..wat v've got??TEAMWORK~!!
v reali did our parts veri WELL indeed..*thumbs up*
n so surprisingly tat v WON 2day..hahax
every1 tot tat d Charity wil get d 1st place s dey r selling bubble tea..
but who noes v wil earn Rm 300 more den dem..
n yet v r d 1 who sold out everythin d 1st..
it was oni 12.30 when v finished selling..hahax
v sold veri little amount of stuffs indeed...
every1 looking 4 fries, mihun, jelly[made by me..hahax..but no idea nice or not 2day..coz i din even got 1 packet 2 try la..sold out in few min..hahax], drinks n everythin..
but of coz..v cant sell dem edi..coz dey r edi SOLD OUT~!!
wow...reali a great job la..luv u guz lotz..hahax
it was 12.40 sharp when v finished cleaning our stall..
v dun need d extra 1 period 2 do tat...hahaz
v r juz so INCREDIBLE...^^
i seems 2 b so perasan 2day..but it's d fact wad..
tat's wat v've done within tis 40 min..
n of coz v had 2 thx those stud who bought our stuffs..
v reali appreciate it..thx all of u so muchie..hahax
sum of u bought coz i forced u all oso de..
but im sure u wont regret..coz wat v r selling r d bez among d bez..hahax
n oso michael..he helped us running here n there 2 sell our stuffs..
whootz..whootz..thx 4 doin tis 4 us oso ya~!!
u r juz like a member of our cls..hahax
but honestly, early in d morning none of us tot tat v can win..
coz other cls r selling lotz of nice food n drinks too..
n theirs seems so much better...^^
all our fries n cocktails were not ready by den..
luckily maths teacher gave s 1 period 2 prepare..
thx u oso orhx..v wil ensure tat v get good results 4 3rd term de..
june was reali geng oso..despite d cokctails were still hot coz dey r juz fried, june juz hold dem wif her hands n cut dem..her hands were so red after doin tis..
but ch oso ok ok la..helped june 2 take dem out from d tray..his hands were red 2..hehex
mayb god bless us 4 our hard work lor..v got RM 808.30[sumthin like tis] juz around half n hr..
all of us r shocked...
it was d 1st time tat i had counted money 4 so long..
coz laz few years v earned oni around RM 400..
but tis year..it was doubled up..hahax
ok ok..dun wanna crapz lotz la...
juz wanna update sumthin in my bloggie oni..
hehex...
but nevertheless, all of u ROXX~!!
v wil b d winner ag nex year...hahax
at least i hope so..hehex
mayb gonna upload few pics bout tis later...^^

P.S: Any1 noe whether d small version of d Shopaholic & Baby release edi or not?? If u happen 2 noe, pls inform me ya~!! Can't wait 2 read it..hehex

Harry Potter and The Deathly Hallows..=]

whootz..whootz..
im bac..hahax...
been ages din post any entry edi..
i'll start wif d harry potter den..
my gosh...went 2 MPH Mid Valley 2 get d book yday..
like wat d newspaper written..dey din sell tat books..
oni let those whom pre-ordered 2 get d books..
luckily im 1 of dem..hahax
but i din read d book once i got it..
coz hv 2 accompany my sis 2 shop 1st..
after few hrs of shopping oni went home..
i started 2 read it in d car when v're on d way home..
wonder wat's d endin is mer..
so i read d laz few pages 1st..
sort of crazy hor..read d endin 1st..
actuali wanna tok bout d endin de..but better dun ler..
in case any1 of u haven read it mer..hahax
such a considerate person hor..perasan me..^^
so i read around half of d book edi exclude d endin la sure..
it's juz amazing...luv d bookie so much..
gonna upload d pics of it later...=P
den yday my mum came home from japan..
she bought me 1 musical box, necklace n lotz of choc oni..
wondering y she dun buy me clothes instead..
japanese veri fashionable de ma..hahax
but she said Hokkaido dun hv all tis de wor..
not Tokyo n sort of places..
so nvm la..at least she bought sumthin home..
hahax..
n of coz..i will upload those pic later ler..
but choc wont b included de la..coz 2 many of dem..
moz of d choc is white choc lai de..
i dun like dem la..isshhh..=[
oni got few boxes of milk choc jiek..
but nvm..juz grab it oso..hahax
n recently v r veri bz wif d vocational week..
v hv 2 sell lotz of stuffs s usual...
n u noe wat??our stall's name is Joyous Bonding..
hahax..coz dey said v r from a pure science cls..
so v hv 2 b kinda scientific wif our stall's name oso..
Joyous Bonding not bad oso mer..nice name..hahax
well..our stall will b selling fried mihun, fried rice, fries, sausages [June gonna make dem in luv shape, isnt it lovely??hehex], float, Ai Yu Bing, ice cream, jelly[im d 1 who make dem..hehex] n sweets...
u c...there r lotz of choices..
from appetizer to dessert oso got orhx..
so wat r u waiting 4??come 2 our stall n grab dem all la..
hahax..
n i juz found out tat im so dead 2moro..
i 4got 2 bring my add math workbook home la..swt
die lor..wat m i suppose 2 do rite now??
i juz brought my textbook n exercise book oni..
so i can oni do d application q in d textbook..aikz
im reali so dead la tis time..
how can i b so 4getful??i tot it was in my bag..
but who noes..when i checked my bag juz now, i realised tat it isnt there la..swt
i got d whole entire chap of d circular measure haven do in my workbook ler..
im reali reali veri dead...=[

n im so so so frustrated rite now..

yday i spot sum dumb2 prob wif my frenster..

which is d whole entire profile gone n i've got 2 edit dem all over ag..

n yet tis happen ag 2day..dumb la reali..

so stupid..not goin 2 redo it til my anger is gone..

dumb2 frenster..bluekx

*Harry Potter and The Deathly Hallows*

*Musical Box*

*Spot d necklace??*

*Got ntg else 2 do*

*Same concept wif d Pisa Tower*

Start of NEW chem cls..

it's time 4 me 2 update my blog le orh..
hmm..let's c wat shud i tok bout..
start off wif exams ag la..hahax
s i expected my chem was a disaster..
but at least i managed 2 get an A...hehex
den physics was another disaster 2..
i dunno y m i so careless...i lost 10 marks due 2 tis..
nvm..it's over oso..hehex
n 1 tat im over d moon bout it is my bio marks..
gosh..i tot i ruin my paper2..
but who noes it's not bad la..
got an A1..not wat i expected..hahax
n reali..tis term i din reali get upset bout my marks lor..
mayb i reali tai dak hoi le ba..^^
n overall..i think i improved la..
despite i dropped lotz of marks..hehex
ok...let's put 1 full stop 4 my 2nd term exam..
it is thoroughly over..
n 2day ms peremah taught us chem 4 d 1st time..
it was reali uneasy havin her s our chem teacher..
i used 2 b her math stud..n now..her chem stud
i definitely need time...
but honestly..i miz fishy's cls la..
2day v had 2 period of chem..
n i found chem cls borin 4 d 1st time..
gosh..how m i goin 2 b in her cls 4 4 more mths??
hahax...oh yea..v din hv am n bm cls 2day..
coz v spent tis 2 periods discussing bout our kh week..
v were havin lotz of fun doin tis la..hahax
n of coz..2day v had our so called chem quiz..
i definitely gonna fail it lor..
coz all q of form 4 n 5 were included..
4 god sake..v juz learned half from form 4 n not even anythin bout form 5..
how dey expect us 2 ans those q huh??
so i brought a gun along n tembak nearly every q..
it's reali fish 2 hv my result bac later..=P
tat's wat happened 4 tis few days ba..
til here den..^^

Pics..P!cS..PICS~!!

well..im here ag 2 update my bloggiee..hahax
i got bac few papers laz few days luu..
my god..my est paper 2 was like a disaster la..
got so low marks..got a B 4 my est edi..
aikz..n my am oso..
i supposed 2 hv an A..but she used a way tat make all of us obtained lower marks..
n hence i got a lower marks n got a B..
but im not so sad bout my am coz at least i improved..
est was reali..aikz..so so so speechless
v took pic 4 d editorial board on fri oso..hahax
v were reali havin lotz of fun 2gether..
choosin a rite spot n posing..hahax
after tat v celebrated fishy yu stop teachin n cy belated bday..
my gosh..tis fishy reali arh..
refused 2 4low us bac 2 d cls..
v used every ways v can figure of n yet he so tegas 2 stay there..
reali a tough job 2 bring him bac 2 our cls..hahax
but throughout d celebration was reali fun..
2 bad he isnt goin 2 teach us anymore ler..hehex
photos taken on fri will b uploaded ya..
2 many edi..dunno which 2 choose..
so there will b lotz orh..hahax
den 2day i went 4 d harry potter movie..
my gosh..d movie shud b startin at 11..
but who noes..dey started 2 show d advertisments oni by 11.05 am..
n den d movie actuali started at 11.20..
wasted our time la reali..hahax
but obviously..tat movie was so nice..
but honestly..it was 2 short la..
2 hrs n 10 min oni...dey cut a lot lor..
many details in d book werent in d show..
aikz..n it was reali sad la when sirius die..
stupid bellatrix...killed her own cousin??
memang cold blooded de la she..

*Special Article*

*Cutting Fishy*

*Mighty Jaren*

*Yu/Yew 's Cake*

*Class Photo*

FisHY L3aVinG..

yday lazy 2 update my bloggie nerhx..hahax
so i'll do it now instead..=P
so...wat 2 start off wif??
wel..juz start wif my acc marks den..
i improved 10 marks tis term..
juz enough 2 get an A1..
but i blif my eng n other sc sub wil pull my % down..
coz i reali dunno wat dumb2 things i answered..
especially my eng..gosh..
still cant blif tis happened...
u c..i dun wanna get a B 4 my eng la..
coz tis suppose 2 b d easiest sub 4 me 2 score..
but y tis happened??i seriously chose d wrong essay 2 ans..
2moro den v will get d paper le ba..
no eyes c de ler reali...aikz
n i hurt my finger yday..
i dun even realise it when i saw my finger bleed so much..
d 1st plaster which i put on it was totally red la..
wont it bleed 2 much??
it was juz a finger...swt
reali dunno when i hurt it lor..
i dun feel anythin at all..til i saw it..
mayb my pain receptor got sum prob le..
cant sense d pain???swt...
2day v went 2 d fishy yu's room 2 discuss bout d concert report..
n he told me tat d new math teacher is a guy..
hmm...wonder how he looks huh??
n now i reali un y he cant teach us chem edi..
coz he is seriously 2 bz la..
even 2 spare us 10 min on tis concert report n mag thingy burdens him lotz..
coz d new principal like got sumthin 2 tok 2 him..
den he hv 2 attend cls..
but after tis week he wont b so bz edi..
coz he wont b teachin us edi..
[ i repeated tis 4 like..erm a million of times..hahax ]
n basically ntg much happened 2day la..
juz like normal skul days oni..
but im sure tis comin mth v'll b veri bz wif our mag..
lotz of things 2 do...
coz v got 2 take over other groups jobs oso..
but nvm..teamwork wad..juz do lor..
after v got our mag done n ready 2 b published..
den i blif it's a great success..hahax

Sp33cHLeSs..

reali dun un y is there suddenly changes in d timetable la..
swt..it was like after half mth n every1 get used 2 it..
den dey changed it...it's kinda troublesome 4 us 2 remember it ag oso..
aiyo..reali arh..so speechless..hahax
actuali tue is edi d worst day of d whole week..
coz nearly all d sub r crumpled in d same day..
but now..v hv 2 period of bio instead of chem..
i prefer chem la..i mean when fishy yu teachin la..hahax
2 bad ler..he gonna stop teachin us after tis fri..
so v gonna celebrate both his stop teachin n cy bday on d same day..
wif d same cake oso..dey dun mind de la..hahax
reali gonna miz him la..i mean d way he teaches..
n d way v make fun of him..hahax
i submitted sumthin bout tis yday oso, rite??
memang long air la me..hahax
n 2day v got 4 periods free..
coz new math teacher isnt here n ms paulina absent ag..
good 4 us lor..v juz played n fooled around..
but v hv done sumthin on our mag oso la..
dun wanna waste time oso wad..hahax
den 2day counted our bm marks lor..
i got 80 oni..coz my bm2 was like a mess n mthly test gone 1 mark oso..
dunno y now even put 2 isi in d same paragraph got no marks oso..
i lost so many marks there la..reali speechless..
cant afford makin d same mistakes ag..aikz
bout my am..my god..when i checked it over wif teacher's ans..
oni i noe many careless mistakes in it..
tat's y my final ans isnt correct..my god..
im reali stupid..y m i so stupid??
aikz...but nvm la..at least i improved..
fam2 said she gonna tell us our total marks on fri..
hehex..den 2day durin bio cls..
v discussed bout d rat thingy ag..it's on d laz week of july..
so michael wil hv 2 do it wif us oso lor..hahax
me set n jh r in d same group..
coz me n set wont b darin enough 2 do such thing on d rat..
so v hv 2 hv a boy in our group..*evil laugh*
hahax...im havin headache when im typin all tis..
guess how long i use 2 type those thingy above??
more den 1 hr edi la..swt
coz im typin letter by letter..1 by 1 summore..
hahax..i think it wil b ok ba later..
but who cares if im havin a headache..
no big deal oso la..hor..
no1 cares..hehex
isshhh..cant stand le la..long enough le ba..
so til here den...=[

A b@d St@RtInG..

my god..2day is a startin of normal skul days..
n of coz v got bac sum of our results la..
my bm paper 2 drop 2 marks..
den math1 still d same..math 2 like improved..
eng paper 2 drop few marks oso..
but subra said my eng drop..mostly coz of paper 1 ba..
coz im sure my paper 1 drop lotz of marks..
cant imagine la..mayb i cant even get an A??
4 d 1st time in my life 4 eng..aikz
tis is juz so terrible la..haiz..
sej marks is d same like laz term...no difference
but my paper 2 sure drop a lot oso..
i've edi lost 8 marks in esei part..
without countin d structural..habis de la..
but im kinda happy oso coz my am improved..
i can get an A2 if my book get 9/10 marks..
but wat if she dun round off???aikz..
dunno la..it's edi happened..
but tis result is bad in my cls ba..
all of dem got so high marks..hehex
nvm..juz let it b..kinda satisfy edi..
hehex...
n fishy yu isnt goin 2 teach us chem anymore..
my god..how could tis b happening??
v gonna miz d laughter n d fun durin chem cls..
n without him, our results definitely drop de lor..
isshh..din inform us earlier oso he..
evil de la..bluekx
n guess wat??paulina didnt come 2day..
n v got 2 periods free...hahax
v dicussed bout michael's leavin n karen's bday celebration..
n oso my weekends plan..tat is 2 watch harry potter..
but i scare dey cant make it nerhx..aikz
i guess tat's all im gonna post 4 2day..hehex
oh yea..gonna upload d pic which v took on sat n sun..
s wat i promised mer..hahax

* i like tis d moz*

*all not lookin at d cam*

*both wif guns..but not me*

*no idea y others like tis d moz*

*me:sis:bro*

*lotz of bouquets*

*sis:me*

NoRm@L SuN..

2day veri sleepy nerhx..
although i woke up kinda late..hahax
mayb coz of my sis's graduation ceremoney kinda borin ba..
juz sit there doin ntg..
n i wonder whether d hotel air conds got prob ar??
it was like so hot huh??i was sweatin 4 few hrs..
n it was reali a bad organisation..
sum of d families of d graduands got no seats ler..
n dey hv 2 stand 4 few hrs..my gosh..
pity dem la..hahax
but me, dad n mum left kinda early..
coz v reali cant stand d sien-ness..
hahax...n throughtout d ceremony..
i was sms-in n listenin 2 mp4 oni..
but who cares??coz it was reali 2 borin la..hahax
but my sis's bf was incredible good la..
bought 2 bouquet..1 of d normal 1..
but 1 special 1..wif bearbrick in it..
my god..d bearbrick cost around 400 m'sia ringgit..
so sheh dak la d bf..hahax
n he booked 1 large bearbrick in s'pore..
900 sumthin without countin d tax..
memang geng larh tat 2..coz of tat bearbrick..
waste so much money...swt
actuali plan 2 go klcc shop de..
but oso din go ler..coz me 2 tired edi..
better go home rest la..hahax
n nite time went sg long 4 dinner..
tat steak hse oso not bad la..
kinda ok oso de d food..
but i prefer highway cafe lor...
nearer n yet sumhow nicer..hahax
nvm..there got many new delicacies de..
but me dun dare 2 order those...
coz dunno wat's tat mer..hahax
actuali wanna upload those pic v took in Nikko Hotel 2day..
but lazy 2 transfer d pics from cam 2 comp..
so nex time oso la..
2gether wif d pics i took yday..
dun hv 2 do double job mer..hahax
cant stand edi ler..nearly 1 am edi..
better go 2 bed ler me..hahax

Ex@m Is Ov3R~!!

tired yet fun day..hahax
well..2day woke up at 8..
not tat i wanna wake up...
but nvm..not reali sleepy..hahax
den browse d web 4 awhile luu..
10 sumthin den went 2 mv ler..
d set told me tat she 11 oni can go when im in d car ready 2 go edi..
so no choice..juz went on tat time..
when i reached mv, it's oni 11 in d morning..
no1 else there yet...except 4 lcy n michael..
so walked awhile wif dem luu...
it was like so weird u noe..
coz v got ntg 2 tok at all...
so kam gai la..hahax
but luckily it's juz 4 half n hr..
den audrey, kkl n nky reached ler..
dey r reali my saviours..hahax
but not long after dey reached..set n my oso reached ler..
den d guyz oso reached ler..
tat time den not sienz edi..
coz all of us walked separately..
me wif set n my luu...hahax
but honestly..im reali veri veri hungry..
so v went 4 lunch 1st..4 me is breakfaz de
hahax...
n of coz..we went 2 watch d transformers ler..
reali like wat others said..
tat show is reali nice..hahax
especially bumblebee n jazz..
when dey transformed 2 cars..my god
so nice la..luv dem so much..hahax
but hor..another show is screening rite nex 2 me nerhx..
popcorn war by my n d guyz..
my wont kena d popcorn de..
coz sum1 was there ma..help her 'kang' edi..
[hope my dun c tis]..hahax
n i think me n set were creatin lotz of noise..
hahax..v r tokin non stop throughout d movie la..
hope d sound effect is strong enough la..
so tat no1 heard us..hahax
v oso din miz d fun 2 tease my dey all in d cinema de..
i blif v r reali d moz noisy row in d cinema..hahax
n when v were comin out of d cinema..
guess who v met??
v saw d new stud of hope cls..
wif her old clsmates i think..
she was like so different from d her in skul..
she looked so happy n active 2day..
din recognise her at 1st..but she said hi 2 us..
tat's y v r shocked s well..hehex
n v came across 1 stall..sellin all sort of cute stuffs..
me n set bought 1 pair of keychain meant 4 couples pulak..
dunno who gonna take d boy 1 ler??hahax..
discuss on mon ler..hehex
den v went 2 secret recipe 2 celebrate audrey's bday..
me, set n my shared 1 cup of drink..
n yet v cant finish it..
luckily 3 of us shared...
if each of us ordered 1 each..it wil b reali wasted..
hehex..n me n my shared 2 smallest piece of cake 2..
erm..v cant finish it oso la..hahax
d main entertainment there is my n sum1 luu..
v made fun of dem non stop..
coz v noe dey wont so small gas angry de mer..hor
hahax...
but me reali pui fuk kkl nerhx..
gave all d boyz so large slice of cake..
non of dem finished it ba..
it was like quadruple mine..hahax
den after tat me my n set went 4 d photography thingy..
din noe tat there is such thing in mv til kkl dey all told us..
so v went 4 it oso luu..
but d photos r in set's hands now..
cant upload it here..hahax
nex time ler..den i'll upload..hehex
oh yea..2day went 2 world of cartoon coz hv 2 help karen c sumthin..
d cat, marie was kinda familiar..
but juz dunno which cartoon it ever appeared..hahax
nvm ler..juz bought it on behalf of karen oso..
hehex..den saw 1 minnie there..
so cute la..wanna buy de..but cant spot d same type of mickey
cant make 1 pair of dem..
aikz..so disappointed..nex time hv 2 take a look n c whether d mickey is there..
if it is..i gonna buy dem straight away..hahax
but hv 2 thx jh n ch lo 2day..
waited wif me til my bro came..
thx u all ler..wont wai watt u all de hor..
hahax...but d lrt/ktm oso full edi..
so even if dey went 2 d station earlier..
dey wont b able 2 get into it..
so nvm la hor..juz accompany me 4 awhile n waste ur energy walkin wif me from d north to d south court..hehex
can help u all gam fei after eatin d large slice of cake oso ler..
although 2 of u oso veri thin..hahax
oh yea..i bought a book 2day..
A Place Called Here by Cecelia Ahern..
actuali tat book set got edi de..
dun hv 2 waste money buyin it..
but i wanna collect all her books mer..
so juz buy oso luu...gonna read it later..
im sure it is 100% nice..
coz all her books were reali touchin..
luv dem so much..hahax
i think tis is d longest post ever of mine ba..
so til here ler den..^^

It'S 0v3r~!!

2 weeks of suffer...
2 weeks of sadness...
2 weeks of tiredness...
2 weeks of studyin non stop..
2 weeks of being careless..
n blah...n it's over 2day..
tis exam is officially over..
but of coz..my results r surprisingly BAD~!!
worse den laz term de la...aikz
everythin ends 2day...
but not my sadness...aikz
mayb it's juz startin 2day...til..
erm...mayb til d day i can completely 4get bout it..
but it's not til d 3rd term exam approaching..
gosh..cant imagine my results la..aikz
alwiz thinkin how good it is 2 b in art stream..
wat dey r studyin r juz basics la..
dun hv 2 suffer s much s im now..
but of coz..science stream got its pro 2..
learn more things...more choices n blah
but can i reali cope wif it 4 another 1 n a half year??
no idea..n no point thinkin..
coz my family wont allow me 2 b in art stream..
if dey allow, i wont b like tis 2day..
i would hv pass up my registration form wif a tick nex 2 art stream..
den i wil b studyin easier sub..aikz
nevertheless..it is not good 2 change cls now..
i've edi stand 4 half year..
dun wanna study other sub all over ag..
or else my effort 4 tis half year wil b wasted juz like tat..
considerin 2 drop either bio or physics..
but i dun wanna b in hope cls..
coz tat cls dun suit me ba...
i like my present cls..mayb coz im edi build a good relationship wif dem ba..
all of u roxx la..hahax
my physics paper 1 was full of careless mistakes ag..
d usual me..aikz
but paer 2 was a disaster ag la..
wonder how many marks i gonna lose there huh??
my god...im tellin myself not 2 think bout it edi..
im sure i can??
aikz..no idea...reali hope 2 fulfill my promises 4 myself..
i'll b veri sorry 4 myself if i break it...
it's 4 my own good oso, isnt it??
nvm...it's over..juz let it b..
ntg can change it anymore...
but...im juz so..haiz
tat's all rite now ler...=[

n0t h3rE @gAiN~!!

omg..my chem paper 2day was like..
i cant describe it at al..
paper 1 i spot 1 careless mistake edi..
but it's when teacher rite nex 2 me wanan collect d paper..
it's fate..so i juz passed without changing..aikz
paper 2 was a disaster la my god..
i dunno d chemical formula 4 carbon carbonate..
n it ruined d whole q..worth 8 marks..
gosh..n those equation..
i noe how 2 write it in words form oni..instead of d formula 1..
so around 5 or 6 marks gone there??aikz..
den d drawing..drawn wrongly n blah..
i wonder how many marks gone huh??
30 altogether??aikz..no idea..
im juz so dead 4 tis paper...s well s others..
im reali so so so down after tis paper 2..
how can i b so so so stupid??
lost all tis marks??aikz...
dun even think tat i can score A 4 chem edi..
hopeless edi..another sub..
reali gonna die 4 every sub la..aikz..
but i reali hv 2 thx all of u..
thx 4 being rite by my side when im sad, moody n everythin..
thx 4 comfortin me..
thx 4 listenin 2 me tokin bout crapz..
thx 4 tryin 2 make me laugh...
i reali appreciate it..
cant imagine how i gonna go thru it without u all..
i mayb will b down 4 d whole nite n got no mood 2 revise my physics oso..
cant imagine d scene at all...=[
i'll look veri scary indeed if it reali happens..
reali reali thx all of u..^^
u'll nvr noe how i go thru tis few days..
coz u dun even care...
but thx god..u gave me tis whole lotz of amazing frenz..
dey din leave me alone..dump me aside..or bz wif their own stuffs when dey noe im down..
mayb god is fair..u get tis..n u'll lose tat..
but nvm..im edi satisfy wif it..
or mayb shud say im edi get used wif it..
makes not much big difference even if sum1 cares..
it's not big deal 4 sum1..
it's juz a normal moody day 4 me 4 sum1..
but nvm..glad tat i hv many others in my life..
ok..cant waste much time 2 update tis..
coz im havin a high speed readin wif my physics..
hope tis wont happen ag ler..
i reali cant stand any of it edi..
although physics is d laz paper of tis term..aikz
dun even wanna noe my results..
juz burn my paperz..aikz

Hop3LesS~!!

s wat i said yday..
2day is my am test...
n it's juz wat i expected..
im dead...i noe ntg..
especially d paper 2..
all d compulsory q was like..omg
wat is tat??no idea how 2 do at all..
part b n c werent good though..but it is at least better den d part a ba..
aikz...
n of coz...paper 1 was like usual la..
i dun hv enough time 2 do at all..
so at laz..few q were blank..without anythin it it..
god noes wat's my marks..
wil it b worse den d previous term??
aikz...veri veri down rite now..
2moro is my chem test pulak..hope it's better ler..
or else..im dead ag...
applying am in d test is reali a difficult way nerhx..
it's juz so different from usal exercise...
my god..juz kill me la..
few weeks later..after v get bac d results..
wonder how many lectures i hv 2 listen 2..
my god..more den 1 million huh??
every sub oso drop ba d result..aikz
2day knew my sej esei mark..
lost 8 marks there edi...
aikz...wat a moody day 4 me huh??
recently, i din feel happy even 4 a day ba..
2 many things 2 worry bout..
2 many things stuffed in my mind..
capacity reali full le ba..
i cant cope any other things edi...
exam is edi a big matter 4 me 2 cope wif..
i've got no other time n energy 2 think bout others edi..
can u juz leave me alone??
hmm..i muz find ways 2 cheer myself up..
i dun wanna b like tis..
i hate myself when im moody..aikz
dun feel like crappin anymore ler...
juz wish there's sum1 here 2 accompany n cheer me up rite now..aikz
伤心的时候，不要躲在角落哭泣。。
箫洒的微笑。。
因为微笑需要更大的勇气。。
but i alwiz need sum1 2 b there 2 help me 2 b brave enough 2 overcome tis..
but tis person wil nvr exist ba..
dunno...dun care..juz let it b..=P

DaY 0fF..=]

although 2day is a day off 4 me..
but i wont b free 2 post entry later..so do it now instead..=P
so..let's c..
2day i woke up around 7..unwillingly of coz..
coz of d dumb2 maid woke me up..
but i slept bac til 8 sumthin..
den msg(s) woke me up..so in d end..me woke up..
hahax...
me waited 4 my breakfaz til 11..
felt sumthin awkward..
den called my mum n asked 4 my breakfaz..
who noes...she said she 4GOT~!!
n laugh innocently..
k..nvm..
instead i cooked myself..
juz a normal instant noodle...wif eggs
hahax...
den watched tv n browse d wed 4 2 hrs ba..
n of coz..
i hv 2 study..
i dunno wat's d matter wif me..
once wake up den backbone veri pain ler..
cant concentrate on studies at all..
spent nearly 1 hr 4 2 pg..
my god..im even slower den a turtle la..
swt..=[
i hate tis..
alwiz havin tis backbone pain thingy when im havin exam..
hello~...cant u find a better time??
n NOT my exam??swt..
since it happened..i hv 2 get thru it oso..
n lucky me..2day hurt my leg ag..
i din 4 of coz..
hurt by d dumb2 drawer..sharp end..swt
n it reali hurts...my god..
another cut on my leg...
but it's on different leg from d few days ago cut..
hehex...
muz remove d plaster later..or else dey wil notice tat..
den wil b an issue 4 few min 4 dem 2 laugh..
hehex...
oh yea..i changed my blog skin 2day..
hahax...
coz i found it hard 4 me 2 browse my entries oso..
eventhough i like d previous skin a lot..
hmm..if im free..
i wil take a look on d html code 4 d previous skin n c wat's wrong..
coz i reali luv it..
hahax...obviously..
i wont do it now..same reason..LAZY~!!
hahax...
but tis isnt bad s well..
quite a nice 1..
but i dun like d way d photos arranged..
hm..mayb i shud resize it myself b4 i post??
but ag..im juz 2 lazy..
so juz leave it..hahax
ok ok...tat's all 4 2day ler..
upcomin more entries after exam ya..
hahax...

FiNaLlY~..

wow..im reali 2 free 2day..
2nd entry 4 same day..hahax
btw, im juz here 2 share my happiness..
at laz..i managed 2 customize my blog..~!!
i've been wanderin 4 so long how 2 do so..
hahax...
due 2 d sien-ness 2day..
n oso d lazy-ness...i din study..
there4, me juz face d comp n analyse it 4 a long time..
hahax...
hard work pays off at laz..
i like tis blog skin...
although it makes it tougher 4 me 2 look at my entries..
but tis skin is reali sweet..hehex
oh yea..if any1 of u happens 2 view my blog..
im here 2 remind all of u 2 click on d diary n read d entries 1st..
coz it work once oni..
i've got no idea y oso..
mayb i did sumthin wrong wif d html code..
anywayz..due 2 my lazy-ness ag..
im not goin 2 check it all over ag..hahax
so bear it in ur mind, k??
ok..i guess there's ntg 4 me 2 crapz bout edi..
so me gonna sleep now s my eyes gonna close any sec..
hehex..nitez

!3i0 ~!!

wat 2 start off wif??
erm..bout d exchange stud ba..
hehex..
ok..2day d potato/elephant intro us 2 tis guy.
michael if im not wrong..
hehex..
gonna b in joy 4 1 mth..til 30th july..

of coz..d guys in our cls welcum him warm-heartedly..

if im not wrong..hahax

but i guess it isnt d correct time ba..

v r havin our mid term exam..
but he juz sat d test wif us..

pity him..it was like..y is he sitting 4 a useless test??

hahax..

btw,2moro day off 4 d joy and hope stud ya..

all muz b at home being piggie ba..hahax

but muz study 4 d am, chem n physic oso..

gonna die 4 tis sub..

n of coz..2day is d bio test..

im reali dead in my paper 2..

i've got no idea wat d q bout oso..

so obvious tat im dead..

aikz...

gosh..cant imagine wat's d result??

cant avoid 4 d lectures edi..aikz..

im reali so so so depressed nerhx now..

mayb 2 free le ba..

start 2 think of dumb2 things..

i wonder y im alwiz d 1 who make ppl unhappy..
i dun mean 2 do so..

n i dun even realise when i did it..

but it juz happened..

im reali veri sry..i tried 2 b d normal me..

but everything juz went wrong..

i wonder y cant everythin b like laz time??

ntg 2 b worry of n blah..

i dun wish 2 c any1 sad coz of me..
i'll feel guilty if it reali happens..

i cant decide s usual..juz like it b..

aikz..ok la..

stop thinkin bout it edi mee kuan~!!
juz STOP~!!
til here den 4 2day..=P

studyin 4 bio..2 borin n took tis..but stil fail..aikz