Depressed

Dear Santa,

Christmas is just around the corner, which is exactly 1 month from today onwards. I don’t want any presents this year. The only thing I wish to have is the ability to know what I really want deep inside my heart.

I don’t know whether I’m too over to wish for that. But it happens to be my only desire. Only when I’ve got that ability, I will be able to get the best way to sort all these out. I’m tired with everything which is happening now. In fact, I’m depressed. I don’t know how long I can stand this.

If that ability is too much, then I’ll just hope that you can sort all these out for me. Or maybe you can give me a time machine, where I can go back to the past and forget what happened this few days. I really don’t know what should I do now, how am I suppose to face this. Help me solve this, will you? =[

This will be the greatest present I’ve ever received if you grant my wish. You might be busy, as they are lots more letters for you recently. I’ll be waiting, may dreams come true.

Love,
Mee Kuan.

S.H.E New Song

你最近还好吗

演唱：S.H.E

挑一张耶诞卡写上满满祝福的话
地址写的是心底 你能不能收到它
天有点冷 风有点大 城市宁静而喧哗
这一个冬天我得一个人走回家
问自己习惯了吗
没有你每到夜裏回声变得好大
有没有什麽好方法让寂寞更听话
你最近还好吗 是不是也在思念里挣扎
你说会记得我 还记得吗
你最近还好吗
忙碌吗累吗 心还会痛吗
如果真不得已忘了我
快向快乐出发
有再多的牵挂都已没有权利表达
旧情人给的问候令陌生人都还尴尬
昨天远了 明天还长 回忆模糊但巨大
这样的深夜眼泪要怎样不流下
问自己习惯了吗
没有你每到夜裏回声变得好大
有没有什麽好方法让寂寞更听话
你最近还好吗 是不是也在思念里挣扎
你说会记得我 还记得吗
你最近还好吗
忙碌吗累吗 心还会痛吗
如果真不得已忘了我
快向快乐出发
你最近还好吗 是不是也在思念里挣扎
你说会记得我 还记得吗
你最近还好吗
忙碌吗累吗 心还会痛吗
如果真不得已忘了我
快向快乐出发

I'm seriously in love with this song. As a matter of fact, this is S.H.E new song. It's the theme song for the latest Taiwanese drama, 斗牛要不要, with HEBE as the female leading character. It isn't because of S.H.E that makes me so in love with this song. It's the lyrics and melody itself. I simply can't resist myself from listening to this song for the whole day. Just can't wait for December 1st, where I'll be able to see them in Stadium Merdeka, singing every songs they have. *joy*

More Pictures =D

Disney Live! Mickey's Magic Show

SSS Roadshow

Last Day Of School 14.11.07

P.S : I've got no idea why I can't upload those Disney Live! Mickey's Magic Show pictures. Dumb Blogger encountered a problem. Will upload them as soon as Blogger is normal again.

04.12.07 : At last, I've uploaded the Disney Live! Mickey Magic's Show pictures. =P

暴风雨

一厢情愿的以为能强颜欢笑。。
以为能把这一切都忘了。。
不幸的，它仍然是条裂痕。。
即使想忽略，也办不到。。
再怎么努力的挽回也没用了。。
不如往常的，我们竟然画清了界线。。
一切都交待的清清楚楚。。
要将我们之间的一切都掏空。。
像是不会理会彼此了。。
这几天，发生了我意想不到的事。。
根本没给我心理准备，就像是暴风雨的前夕，一切都美满。。
那确实令我措手不及，不知怎么面对。。
但我应该很不习惯，失去了这分友谊。。
如果少了我，你的世界能多姿多彩些，我宁愿从此离开你的世界。。

Concert 15.11.07

Well, all Surians knew that yesterday was the 22nd Annual Concert of Sekolah Seri Suria. I went to the school at first and reached PGRM only at 10. I didn't wish to go to school, but since those teachers wanted me to go, I sacrificed my sleeping hours and went there. =P

The rehearsal wasn't a nice one. The junior started off without us. I didn't even have a chance to do my opening speech. So, I embarrassed myself when Mr. Felix was about to speak. He was standing next to me, waiting for me to leave my place. =[ But, one thing I hate about PGRM is, they didn't on the air conditioners throughout the rehearsal. I was sweating all over and the make up was ruined as well.

By the way, have to apologize to Salwa as well. We planned to start off our conversation again after the Pop Orchestra with a short part of the song. Who knows, my microphone was off. So, everybody heard her voice only. I sang another song instead later, solo. We were seriously making fun of ourselves.

All in all, this concert wasn't bad. Those juniors and CEC's were really cute in their costumes. And my foots hurt after this concert, due to the high heel shoes. I've been wearing them for 5 or 6 hours i think. Pity my foots. =[

JeLLy'S DiS3asE..

Gosh, lazy to update for this few days. Definitely got the jelly's disease already. But, jelly is totally different also, which means, she BLOGGED again! Maybe we accidentally got each other disease. =]

Well, really hard to recall what happened last few days. 1st of all, I went to Pantai Hospital in Bangsar or somewhere near there to see the neurologist. Actually, I shouldn't go see at all. It was like a waste of time only. And of course, the usual me wouldn't eat the medicine. Or i should say i totally forgot that I've to. Just ate the medicine couple of times only.

Besides that, I went to the saloon again on the Deepavali because every shopping malls was full of humans. So, I cut my hair again. It's pretty much the same like the previous one which I cut during the mid-term holidays. Maybe I'll cut it even shorter next time. Give it a try, huh? =D

On the weekends, of course they meant to be my shopping days. Bought quite a number of shirts and pants again. But they are just normal t-shirts and trousers for casual wear. I'm still hunting for nice tops and bottoms. =P

Well, I watched the Bee Movie on last Saturday also. I can't say whether it's nice or not, but I can confirm that the movie is really funny. Everything is like beyond what we'll think of. It's really creative and I laughed most of the time in the cinema. Others might think that I'm insane.

HIGHLIGHT OF THE DAY

I went for the Disney Live! Mickey's Magic Show in Stadium Putra Bukit Jalil. The performances were really fascinating. I haven't even manage to figure out how they did everything in just a blink of eyes. A guy will be on the stage on moment and on the next seconds *poofs*, he appeared in the crowd. I was really amazed with everything there. I know I might be childish. But what I can say is, this show was seriously nice. *claps*
I captured some pictures during the show although they didn't allow audience to do so. I might upload the pictures later if I'm not in a lazy mood. =P

P.S : Thanks everybody who had brighten my days last week. Gratitude.

Hope to have one

Sometimes when I say, "Oh, I'm fine.", I want somebody to look into my eyes and say, "Tell me the truth."

I found this sentence in one website and feel that it is true. That's what everyone hope for I think. A friend, buddy, soul mate or whoever that really understands us. When we build a wall to protect ourselves, we are pretending to be OK and lock our true selves somewhere deep beneath us.

But if it happens to have somebody, who really knows us and can free the very small part of us that we've been hiding beneath us for so long, this might be the best gift in the world that God has awarded us. It's not easy to find one, some may spend their whole lifetime to search for this 'SOMEBODY', but they fail to do so. There might be some lucky ones. They found theirs just like the novel, 'PS. I Love You'.

Of course I know I won't be the lucky one. There's a phrase, no pain no gain. In this case, it's not applicable I think. None of us can do anything to get this gift. The only thing we can do, is to appreciate this 'SOMEBODY' if we have them and don't regret.

IF ONLY DREAMS COME TRUE..